How It Feels (Free Verse Poem)

I am spinning in circles.
My head is aching,
My hands are shaking.
I cannot judge
Distance nor Time.
I am completely helpless.
It is difficult not to
Writhe, while in the grip
Of ecstatic pain
And agony.
I am completely alone.
No one knows the way
I feel. The way
I am at a loss
For words.
I am in a prison
With no means of escape.
Chained to the wall, I can
Only…